What i needed.

"If you wish it, wish it now.
If you wish it, wish it loud.
If you want it, say it now.
If you want it, say it loud
We all make mistakes.Here's your lifeline.
If you want it, I want to."

-Angels and Airwaves

Its funny, sometimes music that pertains to your life pops up exactally at the moment in which the lyrics fit the situation the best. I found myself sitting on my computer thinking about the day. and how, it was exactally what i needed. Today was a day in which i started a new journey. The journey of actually doing what i want to do. That statement sounds so selfish. I am no selfish guy...almost to the point to where i completely disreguard whats best for me, so i can help/make other people happy. But the fact that i decided..no more so figured out, my needs as an individual are just as important as anyone else's..makes that statement sound as sweet as anything you can imagine. The idea of doing what will make ME happy, what will make life worth it for no one else but is something i have never focused on before. Always looking for people's approval, or praise.. no.. no more. This will be the last blog on this. I will be who i want to be from here forth. No more, no less. I am confident in my own ability to do the good i can provide in the world...and no longer do i need to look to someone else for the head nod saying its okay.

"If you wish it, wish it now.
If you wish it, wish it loud.
If you want it, say it now.
If you want it, say it loud
We all make mistakes.Here's your lifeline.
If you want it, I want to."

As these lyrics pushed through my eardrums into my mind, it sparked a commitment to myself. It was as if i was talking to myself through these words.

Well hey, i wish it loud, i say it now...If i want to... i want to..

I'ts time to start doing. Today was what i wanted yesterday.. Just a start.

Today was exactally What i Needed.