Excited for something Old

For some reason, i have been on a Coldplay binge right now. I dont know if its because there music is music you can listen to anytime, or because some of there stuff is just so solid...but for whatever the reason may be, it just seems to fit. When one of their songs came on today, it reminded me of the summer before this year. This summer was as close to purgatory as i think the human body can experience. Everything i knew was going to be gone.. and it was the last "normal" summer, or "Same old" summer that i would have. Everything, would change. I am not saying its a bad thing, to be honest i was extremely excited to have somethin new to go on to. But it is just something about that summer. How everything seemed so right, so simple. Dont get me wrong, this part of my life is amazing too, and i love how everything is.. but the memories of old are always fun to bank on once and a while. I am goin back home for the weekend, and i can honestly say.. i am excited for the old. I am excited to see the family i really have missed. I am excited to go home and see the HILLS that i grew up with. To see the same old builings i've known forever. To be able to know where we are while driving, blindfolded...because i have been on those streets so many times before. To see a body of water that doesn't look like a shithole. I am ready to remenice in the simpleton town i can call my stompin ground.

I feel like i fit in better there, than i do here... but i am not ready to go back quite yet. I've got great friends here, the best you could ask for..but there's just somthin. Maybe that is sayin somthin? Maybe that means somthin. Maybe it means in the next years...theres somewhere else i'll be.. somewhere better than this. Who knows, that is at least a couple years from this. I guess all i can say is, We'll see.

But its always nice knowin.. i really do have a place that will always be called

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