Seems to be a reason

I'm Finally numb/
So Please don't Get me rescued.

There always are those times where hindsite would have been nice right? but you look back, only to find reasons why things happened. Most people would say they wish they could go back in time and undo, or retry things... a missed three pointer to win, a test, a relationship, things we live that are inevitable..

To be honest, i probably would have said the same thing a year, or two ago.. but as of recently, my thought has turned from the past.

The message i send out today is said so much its congruent to beating a dead horse... but its probably the most real thing in life. The fact that so many people dwell on the past, is such a sad thought. Think of all the time, all the things, all the experiences they are missing because they are so worried something in the past will catch up to them. And MOST of the time... its nothing big. It's NOTHING that will have an impact on life.

Why dont we choose to learn from things, and let them pass rather than sit and ponder mindlessly about things that are nothing except history.

yeah, there are abviously things in my past that i have thought about... but now i take a new stance, turn over a new page.. because honestly, even though life gets shorter every day.. i just seem to feel more alive. and i wouldn't have it any other way. Lifes one huge lesson, treat it as one.

So please don't get me rescued,
I dont need to go back and change..
I dont need it...
It's done